you know things aren't working out when you feel sick of everything that is going around you.

you feel restricted.

you feel like you cant be yourself.

you feel alone.

you feel that your happiness is being selfishly taken away from you.

and this isn't the first time you're feeling this way.

you feel insecure.

you start having dreams about the whole world abandoning you.

you start dreaming about people being dead.

you start to wonder how much you mean to some people and how much some people mean to you.

you start to worry about losing your loved ones to others.

you feel that it isn't fair.

you feel alone in a big crowd.

your mind drifts away and you just feel like killing yourself cos it is your own fault you're in such a state.

you feel sick and disgusted with yourself.

you don't feel like talking about some things.

you don't feel like talking to some people.

you feel tired.

you start to worry about how things are developing in a way it shouldn't be.

you are very angry and upset.

but you can't do anything about it or to show it.

you gotta learn how to cope on your own.

you question your existence and importance.

you want acknowledgment.

you need assurance.

you demand attention.

you are thirsty for love.

but you just don't get what you want.

you feel sad.

you feel overwhelmed.

you just feel like you want to die.

quoted from one blogger. exactly how i'm feeling
now.