what the..
dunno what is happening..
i dunno..
really dunno..
just..
dunno how to react..
haissss..
nvr wanted things to be lidat in e first place..

nvr asked for anything..
or maybe nt an answer..
by now things r known already..
there's no need for another reason..
i noe.. its only me myself nvr realize it only..
kinda lyk a fool.. or probably someone..
whoever i oso dunno..
just wanna clarify things up.. but..

downright confused..
dun feel like myself..
why is it always the same ending..
like an endless road tt nvr seems to have a happy ending..
who ever wanted things to be like this?
not me man..
or no matter how many misunderstandings tt we used to have..
wad eventually happened in e end?
nobody was happy rite..
so now exactly its e same thing..
i dunno wad i'm toking abt already.. shittty

i ain't thinking too much now..
no..
maybe nobody can correct me now..
cos everything is just in such a mess till nothing can be done already..

i dun even noe whther i'm sad or not?
to say if i've lost a frn?
no..
tt's nt exactly the case..
or to pretend tt nth has happened?
i can try..
or i must do it..
so that things move on?
i'm sure tt need a great deal of time..
i dunno how to phrase it..
now i only enjoy being alone by myself..
not to have any disturbances or ppl to influence me..
i'm sick of tired of doing this n doing that and the outcome is nvr wad its supposed to be..
i stopped, den things come again..
i'm also at a loss of what to do..

dunno who is reading this entry..