just thinking about yesterday. all that things that happened. and now just looking at the textbook. recalled me about what had happened. all those reasons given after that. ask me to believe it or accept it? seriously u guys speak from your heart, have you ever seen me SO quiet in any of our gatherings and MAKE u assume that i just plainly wanted to study?

so your instincts are the first time, so different from mine, when i'm trying so hard to make things look as if i felt uncomfortable thus looking down at my notes to keep myself accompanied since no one could be bothered to start talking to me. SO?

what is the point of bringing all this up, u might ask?

that's because this aint the first time this have happened.

and the 2 guys, they are innocent. i never thought how they are dragged into this matter.

sometimes u can have enough of things also.

or maybe the other way round now. to say things HAVE changed.

total new beginning. some changes to adapt now right? our group will never remain as 4 again. wah.

big changes along the way.

nevermind, since now i'm alone at another side of things.

i'll try to accept all the reasons.
i can try to pretend nothing have happened.
i can try to feel as though i'm the only one making a big fuss over things.
i'll just be the ugly one standing at all ugly side of things.
cos i know nobody can care more then themselves.