hais.. hasnt been able to blog for e past few days. sians. while quite lotsa things happen lah. lotsa ups & downs. some qite saddening. well. had a dream last night. how long was tt b4 when i tot bout them again... oh dear. just tt scene can make me wet my eyes.. always a dream tt they can get back together. n e part when i can get upclose to him, without e others.. since when was e last time i had e courage to say what i've always wanted to say. when history repeated itself again. sighs. just one year ago it was just like that. his birthday was the day he set sail again. but this year, his birthday is just an insignificant event tt could no longer make any changes to e mess he had created.

sometimes i wish he had learnt e lesson this time. he is forgivven cos humans make mistakes. he might be wrong once, or maybe just fooling around. we all could see it. probably he just took things for granted.

e song on e radio now. i'm reminded. time has past. things cannot go back again. in e dream he was so looking-forward.. humming their song again. e other party? was just avoiding each other's eyes. in a very uncomfortable position they stood. still, i could see from his eyes, e burning passion.
he wants to patch back with them.

but they just left. without a last word with him. not even a greeting to one another. so he just walked off alone.. i followed on. took a look at him. was he regretting? i dont know. i could sense e darkness crowding around us in e air. hence i realize i only got this chance. n i just went forward.

gave him a pat on the shoulder.
like a brother.
which only happens everytime in e dreams..
gave him a 'jiayou'.
he had to move on.
he smiled, as if recognising my encouragements.

e road may be long n tough.
on e way there might be obstacles set.
but never shall u start to say
to GIVE UP.

though i've already given up.
given up a long long time ago.
now i'm more sure.
im thinking of u again.
hope u're doing fine.
really good.
no matter how much of troubles u r facing everyday,
i still wish u can stand up again.
n strive for your dreams.
u can make it there, alone too.
all e best.

may fate bring me back to e past once more..

大樹離開了原地
花兒漸漸開始想念曾經依賴過的..~


..回憶裡想起模糊的小時候　雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空　
那時的你說　要和我手牽手　一起走到時間的盡頭

從此以後我都不敢抬頭看　彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
從那一天起　我忘記了呼吸　眼淚啊永遠不再　不再哭泣

★我們的愛　過了就不再回來　
　直到現在　我還默默的等待　
　我們的愛　我明白　已變成你的負擔
　只是永遠　我都放不開　最後的溫暖　你給的溫暖　

不要再問你是否愛我　現在我想要自由的天空　
遠離開這被綑綁的世界　不再寂寞..